Fear

I frequently experience a feeling that can only be described as fear. For me the things I fear will not harm me physically like snakes or tornados, but they make me uneasy and its the way they make me feel that I fear the most. I am afraid of holes/dots. Not dots on a ladybug, or craters on the moon. Its very hard to explain, and when I try to people tend to laugh. The fear is called trypophobia. If you were to google this fear you'll see pictures of a lotus flower or a frog that places its eggs on its back under its skin, and when they hatch they create really disgusting holes. The miracle of life never made me so afraid. The feeling i get cant be explained either. i get itchy. thats the best way i can put it. i get itchy all over and the only way to make me feel any better is to scratch- like mad. thinking about this is making me squeamish, so ill change the subject. im afraid of death, all aspects of it. dying,afterlife,what will happen to my remains, did i live a good life, will i die young. it all freaks me out. the strangest part of it all is that death fascinates me. i read about it. ways famous people died, theories on what is "beyond the grave", murderers, unusual deaths. it fascinates me just as much as life, and in a way i am afraid of living too. i cant say i am afraid of an object. certain things disgust me but i wouldnt say they affect me psychologically. i used to be afraid of roaches. i hated the little buggers and the hot humid conditions of new orleans made it a roach nesting ground. this may sound gross but once i built up the courage to smash a few i was a killing machine and now i dont run (unless the vermin can fly then so will i- in the opposite direction)

Right Brain

This is very hard i dont know what i am supposed to talk about but here we go . there once was a man named frederick and his nmae was not that cool so people laughted at him and stoned his dog and ran him out of the city one day when he was moping all alone in his garden, his garden was pretty lame , he thought to hi,mself i got to get revenvge and the plan was to beat his bullies at what they did best . so ihe began to hit the gym every wednesday from 5 to 6 and as the moths flew buye he was pretty strong and all the girls didnt even recognize him when the went back to school
so that last story kinda sucked so im going to talk to you boys and girls about something totally different. i am going to talk about how i met the most annoying peronevero. it was a bus ride from manoh i forgot the city but i was my trip to new york that made me want to scream because new york was not what i expected but anyway the screen is black and i cant see what i am typing ofr even read what i wronte and i forgot what i was talking about so new sotory. a little girl named su e was very angry at her father for selling her collection of bar vintage barbie fdolls so she keyed his car. when he asked his darling little sue if she was the wone


In a land far far away, there was a man with evil in his blood. Everytime his heart beat it thumped "im evil" "im evil" "im evil". One day he was thinking of what he should do and how to kick start the day. ahhh hah, he said, I'll go to the park and knock down old ladies. So to the park he skipped and everyone he passed couldnt hel but wonder what was making this guy so happy. little did they know it was the image of 67 year old women losing their balance and tumbling to their demise that put a smile on his face. mean while a nice elderly lady decided to come to the park for the first time in 10 years. she always used to jog but there was an incident that scarred her for life. a little kid spilled her sticky raspberry yogurt on the sidewalk causing her little pet shih tzu to run over and lap up every last bit. sadly the little pup was allergic to most fruits in the berry family causing it to fall over swell up and scratch at the pavement. the old woman ran to her dogs side and drove as fast as she could to the local vet. oh man said dr. cox when he saw the dog, we are oing to have to operate right away. it seems as if the dog swallowed a sharp stone , and the combination of the stone and the raspberry has ruptured the poor dogs spleen. ohhhhh my only friend cried the woman. don't you f*%&ing die on me. she still remembers the sound of the surgeons foot steps so vividly like it was yesterday. after te operation the dog was never the same. the dog that used to obey every command and provide its owner with love and affection, was now a raging animal sent from hell. but despite all the the woman did not give up on the dog or toss it in the pound. since that dreaful day the dog has gotten much older and weaker, but also much more agressive. maybe the park will cheer the dog right up said the woman. once the dog saw the side walk it went bizerk and broke free from its owner.